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I don’t need this and that

For real
I don’t need attention or attitude
Seems like what dudes do
But watevea
I am good in my own zone
Not trying
Not buying
I am happy in my
Own zone
I create
More
Why I am here
And you
Watevva
Lol

Peace

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Realing

Like I got to be real in this world of realing the fake
I grew up thinking people were good
At least mine
I found out most could care less
And get out
Complexity am I
Just being me do I have to pay a fee
Don’t suggestion
I am over that
Confess
That is not productive
Except for the heap
Of male not
Accepting their fail
And makes no excuses
Just bruises
They are not always external
Get over yourselves
I am
Moving on

Peace

It’s so easy

To check out
Like check out of everything
I choose not to
I have too much at stake
My life thoughts and expressions
And my babies
I understand that people do
With food
Drugs
Absence
Violence
Sometimes
Its beyond their control
I think control
Is an abusive pattern
Whether in government
Friends
Or intimate
And control
Seems the name in the larger picture
And the smaller
Trying to find balance in the
Foolish that is out loud
And back atcha
I will never live on a mountaintop
Like some gurus
The valley is where it’s at
For me
People
The trees the sea
My creativity
Go fish

Peace

-anifesto 2018

It’s a goal I have set
I don’t know what it means
So that is good
I don’t do resolutely
Or making resolutions
I try new things and
Ideas on for size
Most don’t fit
At least I take a view
Most don’t care to
But whateva
One viewpoint I am
Espousing for myself
Is clear healthy boundaries
In all aspects particularly
Work
Where business try’s to cross over
Into my personal life
Like hey can you take a pager today
Not going there
It’s a new gig
And they don’t yet
Get
That I don’t do this
And in my people personal
I have created a space
That people know
Me in it
For me
It’s not fluff
Not even with peanut butter
Again
Not my gig
Along with the drama
As the world turns

Peace

I work in the system of health

I don’t use it in
Healthcare
Being in the field for over 30 years
Along the way
I developed my own system
For caring for my health
Born of experience in the patriarchal
Health systems that have existed and still do being modified according
To economy and tech
My new plan says i have to have a health eval with an MD
It may cost me more not to
Since I don’t
I have not seen an MD in over 20 years
Because I don’t need
To
I don’t need numbers to tell me how
I feel
I am good
And i know what to do now
But if i have a broken bone
I will call you
At least i know
Most people don’t
Not in their bodies
In their heads or
Jobs or whatever
And don’t even know there
Are other choices
Avenues available
I try and say what i do
Not here to sell you

Peace

Effort, whose counts most

I have questions
Women have made efforts as well as POC, LGBTQ
And it seems in the current climate
This is a given
It is not
I will not give my effort
Blindly
I will give when i give
Unconditionally
Most dudes will not too worried about $$ and status
And some blind
Like dude flying to Paris because he so important
The Richie rich clan mind
I have seen the kudos on effort
Go to the male kind
Even recently
It is appalling considering
The amount of work women do
Behind the scenes
I don’t try and appease the male ego
I try and heal myself and
Work on my strategy and
Less effort
Because that’s what
Dudes do
But they don’t do the healing
And that will be their downfall
No one is invincible
And the systems created
By dudes are not
Invincible
But maybe dudes have to fall
To get it
So be it
With my sisters

Peace

With body scans

What are people really searching for
Is it a scientific answer to physiological symptoms
Sometimes it’s helpful
Sometimes it’s a go back every
So many
My origin in medicine
Has been different
It’s about the whole person for real
And they are the oracle
Not me
I just happen to have some information
That might be useful

Peace