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law and order

Is a male construct
meant to keep other people
in a place that can be controlled
it can be on the streets
it can be in the workplace
it can be in the home
it can be in schools
and it can be in churches
rules and regulations
that most time make no sense
given
the chaotic nature
of women and children
it looks like
a prison
it looks like
domestic violence
it looks like harassment
it looks like rape
it looks like ignoring
peoples needs and concerns
and sometimes it looks
like death for some people
the universe is
not an orderly place
one cannot control or order the moon
to show up
the wind to come
or when the stars
show
how babies grow
unless they are being grandiose
its time to change
the language and
in it the construct
of they way things
seem to be ordered
right now
on it and
I am not
the only one
we are stepping into our
destiny

peace

the continental divide

I am not speaking of the geographical
though I might as well use it as a metaphor
the continent and the islands
are divided geographically
the nation as a whole
seems to be divided according
to geography
but is this the reason
for the division in the country
I cannot say
I have lived in many places
and traveled through more
my gap is the middle of the country
I meet people from many places
constantly
I try and listen to where people
have been
their roots so to speak
I understand that culture is not
just hey hey
usa
it is more than that
I also encounter people
who have lived in the same
space geographically and
in it culturally
and it seems to me
that people get entrenched
and cannot see beyond their noses
not judging
but observing
I am an observer
first
my question is how
do we bridge the
hank hills- an expression
from a childhood friend
with the natives of this country
with the farmers
with people who think they know it all
with the tech dudes
with the nurses
with people in prison
with the children
with women
with people who are white
with people who are not white
with other genders
with the teachers
with landowners
I don’t think there
will ever be a bridge
with the rich
though I may be wrong
it seems a lot divided now
and just have to ask the question
for me right now
it is about learning
not being entrenched
and being open to new people
and ideas
I may not always agree
but at least I can listen
can you
or are you too busy talking
if so sew up your ears
I am not here to make you all better
it takes a village
sigh

peace

soaking it in

no not in a spa
but that might be good right now
and Epsom salts are my friends
I have to soak
in this craptacular
mess that is
some are too foofey
or cant because of life is too much
it is sometimes
and the expectation
is to have courage strength
blah blah
male qualities
embodied
in everywhere
and
I AM NOt a MAn
get it
we are
and creating more
stay tuned

peace

all lives matter

we are all same
yeah on some esoteric level
or beneath the skin
but this is not the reality
here now on earth for many
and for me saying all lives
matter or we are all the same
basically gives people an out
an excuse
like peoples hate and injustice is not right on earth
and no one commits to this in action
but we are all one
sorry the logic
does not translate
and neither does
the philosophy
for me
and it can have dangerous
sometimes fatal consequences for some
when black lives matter
and marginalized people matter
I may go there
but not now

peace

pleasure

this is a word
lets take it down a bunch of notches
people have their
interpretations of the word
I am done looking to dictionary terms
that are obscure and obsolete
there is a lot of hype around this word
coming from mostly people
outside of
the realm of living
in the whole
people who focus on physical pleasure
people who focus on mental pleasure
and people who focus on emotional pleasure
people are weird and so are words
some people have no emotions
or don’t express
some people are not in their bodies some people
don’t think much
the opposite can be true
and even across the board
and with engaging
when people are aware
I have learned
they don’t care so much
for the words
they do what
they do
its them
it gives
them pleasure
or whatever
there is no definition of this word to
me except in the moment
I eat ice cream
or play with babies
or hike in the forest
see a flower
anything
it does not have to look any particular
way
stop trying

peace

granite countertops are the least of my concerns

it is mind boggling to me
what occupies people thoughts
I mean really
is it countertops
is it your bowel movements
don’t people have
anything more interesting to say
oh and there is more stuff people tell me
that i dont want to know
but that is their stuff
I prefer childrens company
they don’t give a rip about
granite countertops
take a lesson

peace

human beings, who qualifies?

like what
do people reaaly have to
qualify as human beings
yes
its messed up
I have to be a certain way to qualify
and others do too
except the you know who
who don’t have a clue
or care about you know who
I am qualified
and I m working on your qualifications
white dudes so on it
I take my time
are you worthy
in my space

peace