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my mother did not die
in hospice
though I wish she did
but my family could not go there
my dad likely not
not die on hospice
they have the right to
it is my work and I don’t
get to call it
my family does not get it
its like live life
no matter what the cost
of pain and suffering
its theirs to choose
i try and support
the choices
as I would anyone
its painful for me but this is not my choice
and I have to respect it
at least I have my choices
I would not go down that road



put your

eyes back in their
its not about rockets
put your guns in your pockets
and feel
what it is
to be locked up
and kneel
can you even
what it is like
to steal for a meal
lets be real
vegas is a big deal
for people who
don’t have a clue
its your wake up
or your fall
its not
most people just emote
and float on the
I have no time
for foolery
or expensive
I am down in the
nitty gritty
don’t care about
rich white mans shitty life
though I do have
to deal with crappy
I got some better going on
for real


false idols

fuel depression fear
and there is a definite power drain
trying to stay out of the mire
of the miniscule
the energy is big
which to me means
its people who cant hold their
which is disaster for their health
and projected out
in this age of social media
if we all go down the
road of tearing people apart
or try and make people be smarter
its the road of
death in the spirit
or the mind or the body
I am not concerned about
CEO being stressed
that’s their
and the billionaires can
afford whatever
I am concerned about people on the edge and
people over the edge
in the current season of
earth taking her power
I see it in some people now
and I see people going to doctors
or whoever to find the
answer that is beyond the physical
and personally I am not
looking for answers
I am always asking questions


uh lets focus on girls and women

for at least 5 hours in a day
dude can you do it
instead of your egos and dicks
your political aspirations
your failed relationships
I have not seen it recently
it can happen
its not my gig
I got a life


so men know what is best for me

not true
men are good
the ones I know
I know what
is best
for me
and the ones I know
are good with it
the outer circle
of patriarchy
is not
so much
I don’t engage IRL
with cowboys
fools and others
who embrace
embracing me
as me
and not you
I have spent
too much time on foolish men
I am in me and my family


fools in paradise

being active
trying not to be reactive
because that’s the
story of
people who are marginalized
jump and run
explain myself
why am I there
what am I doing
why did I say that
who am I to question
why am I dressed this way
spinning this on your head
I was a fool
but no longer
but I have to suffer
the fools that are out
and about
IRL and on social media
I am not here to justify myself
though it seems that’s the game
I am here to create something else
that is better
for the common good
I am
not the mainstream
if I have to lose people in
the process so be it
I am here to be me
not you
and right now narcissism
has become mainstream
for the elite
I cannot abide by it
and I cannot abide
by people who stay silent anymore
silence is complicity
and I will not go there
you do whatever


a thought

water comes from the sky in torrents and
can destroy
fire comes mostly from peoples
stupidity but also from
lightning strikes
wind arrives as
do tornados
upon the land

peoples as an entity happen to live
on the land

and are impacted by the severity
of the climate
people do live off of the land in
some places
and the destruction is real
when there is extreme climate
people are displaced and have to
go away
then maybe come back
in some lands
it has become complicated
systems and structures in place
neither of which
seem to be effective
for the people

and for the land

its seems happening more
on the continent here
but its always all
about us
people have all
this is mine
to focus beyond
the initiation
of severe climate impacts
and go to the
heart of the matter
as well as the process
which has to
adjust to address
ongoing collective loss
its just like the scenario
in groundhogs day
the film