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Just code it

Yeah code it
Don’t load it until
I have no say in the code
I only have say
IRL the only thing
That matters to me
I do death and dying
So there are codes
For that
And qualifiers
Set by people in government
Now regional who have no clue
They set standards
Not even knowing
What we do
What is new
Not much
Except people don’t die
According to medical codes
Some people die of natural causes
Not many but some
Thee is no Medicare code for that
So no benefits




The inquisition
Has returned
With a roar
Except it’s not
About the whore
Thousands and
Good timing
And finding
More in common
Than what has
Is now
Not going to
No free pass anymore
You grab ass and
You get taken down
On the floor
Big time
Cameras flashing
People dashing
The disruptive
To coin a silicon term
But they continue
The biz as usual
Different form
They are corruptive
I digress
Not opposition
From inside
Some of us know
You are in translation
We have translated
And we are now
The languages
In being
1. A persons inherent qualities of
Mind and character
2. The way in witch (which)
Something is placed or arranged
Especially in relation
Not really
No free pass


Just because I say

It’s interesting
To observe in some social
The idea of impermanence
It’s a whole buddist construct
Like here now gone tomorrow
Tech like it too
But I have issues with this
Because I say and a lot of people are saying in a big way
It somehow gets diminished
Like all religious teachings
Other than indigenous
Are mainstream
White dudes in high places
Their construct
I am not
I honor my space
My voice
And my knowledge in circle
With other like minded
Who can create the space for
Some just the
Loud voices
That say nothing
Can that shit
Please stop
Thank you


I don’t have a bucket list

Because I don’t do that kind of thing
I make lists to get
Stuff done
That is not important
To me
My life has been full
Some good
Some craptacular
But that’s the way life goes
I don’t care about being happy all the time
Or accomplishing
I never did
It’s about moments
And I have had a lot
Of super fine ones
That’s all I really care about
Maybe that’s for you
For me it’s about quality
Not quantity


Privilege and accountability

Is there such a thing
I have not see it
Experienced it much
Now it seems in my face
In various ways
Like the employee who
Knows things are messed up
But stays in an abusive work
Situation because of the money
I have done it
To get to another place
The fools at the top who have no clue
As to what people actually do in their regime
But could care less
As long as the money rolls in
They did not earn it
They were handed it
On a silver platter
I left a job
Because I could not compromise
Myself anymore
I won’t allow myself to be in toxic
Environments because
I can
That is privilege that
I have earned
It was not given to me
I hold myself accountable
And I hold others to the same
And some more than others
I went the spiritual route
But that does not
Take into account
The crooked room
Aka the playing field that
Is not level
Whatever people


the challenge is accountability

trying to make some sense
out of all the chaos
personal interpersonal
and collectively
these are trying times
unless one is unaware that there is
a big voice trying to be heard
for me its about accountability
I have had to be accountable
yet I find some others I meet
have a mindset that they don’t have to
and/or the collective does not
have the ability to respond
aka response-ability
its not up to me to be
accountable for others behaviors
voices especially in terms of harm
this is the challenge
at least for me now
is holding the at large accountable
and I do this by my voice
and my actions
it seems with all the accounts
I have read recently about
women and POC and gender having
to be held accountable for just being
there is a challenge for me to flip it
and I am trying this
you can too



my mother did not die
in hospice
though I wish she did
but my family could not go there
my dad likely not
not die on hospice
they have the right to
it is my work and I don’t
get to call it
my family does not get it
its like live life
no matter what the cost
of pain and suffering
its theirs to choose
i try and support
the choices
as I would anyone
its painful for me but this is not my choice
and I have to respect it
at least I have my choices
I would not go down that road